Respect, some people just don't have it.

Here is a look at how much longer I have to go!

I just had the worst end to an almost perfect weekend. I just want to scream.....!

At times when you feel your world crashing down, it seems like there is always a little spark to lift you back up. Even when you are unsure of what the next week might bring, you could still smile today! I got promoted which is awesome...however there is one thing i am still unsure and only a weeks time will bring the answer to that!

Is it stress of the wedding or just the reality of everything all hitting me at once?

I wish you could see me right now...a smile on my face, my hair up so pretty, and the tiara just adding that extra touch. Everything was perfect just for a simple minute. Happines struck, beauty from within, and a heart full of love.

My personal day of death will be October 24,2079 according to www.deathclock.com! Kind of creepy!
On a happier note, tomorrow's my birthday!

So my laptop is down until the lovely mail person delivers the piece i need for my adapter. I am going so crazy without my laptop, i guess i didn't realize how much i relied on it. I haven't been able to use it since wednesday and it could be a few more days. I guess i will just have to keep myself busy until it comes...let's hope for monday, tuesday at the latest....but it is coming parcel post and unfornunately i see what they do with pkgs...not deliver them!

Oh another note, i have completed internet training at work...they tell us it's just like c/i but well no it's not. Either you get you a really friendly customer or a really mean customer. It wasn't too bad tonight i guess, i really do like catalog customer service better and i only have one shift in the next two weeks.

I have a nice day tomorrow....going to spend time with jason! YEAH! This is excites me greatly...i miss him and i have the whole day to spend with him (well once he returns home from work)

Tonight was great fun, what stress relief. Spending time with my favorite aunt and my little cousin. He makes me laugh even sometimes when i don't think it's possible. He decided he is going to come to my bridal shower, sadden that he was not going to get invited, i told him gladly if you would like to be there i will be more than happy to have you! So we will see what happens!

Anyways we just hung out with grandma and aunt pat played some games, g-ma made us some super great dinner like always and it was just an all out good time. This i think kicked that frustration/depression/stress/crabby phase. Yes it is only 10 weeks until the wedding and counting and yes i am very much stressed but it is so worth!

Jay i really do love you a lot, even if i sometimes get frustrated. Today i just didn't want to be in the way, which i kind of felt like i was.

10 more weeks of stress, and today i experienced high stress level, i am happy to say that all of my invitations are done. As of tomorrow, they will be sent out. So that's a little relief. I am looking forward to tonight, i am going to escape to a day of nothing after i get out of work. I am going to help get some stuff done outside tomorrow i think!